


want you so bad I can't breathe

by fandrastic



Category: iCarly
Genre: Angst, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2010-08-03
Updated: 2010-08-03
Packaged: 2014-03-28 17:14:31
Rating: M
Chapters: 1
Words: 288
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6204066/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2281384/fandrastic
Summary: the pain makes it harder to want this but they're too far gone. sam & freddie





	want you so bad I can't breathe

**disclaimer: the author owns nothing that the reader recognizes**

**contains m-rated content**

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**x**

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_i want you, yeah i want you bad  
so bad i can't think straight  
so bad all my bones shake  
so bad i can't breathe_

_**i want you so bad i can't breathe—ok go**_

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they meet in a tangle of limbs and lips.  
it ends up being awkward and less poetic  
than it sounds, but they pretend that it's heaven  
and are content.

breaths, hair, and fingers are knotted together and  
she's not ready and  
he's too early and  
the floor is harder than hoped for.

his palms are damp with anticipation and catch  
painfully in her hair. a whimper escapes;  
she convinces him from pleasure,  
but he knows better and squeezes her hand  
(_'I'm sorry" "I know"_).

the pumping, rocking, pushing motion soothes her;  
not in the sense of enjoyment,  
but in the way she can embrace the pattern and  
count along in her head  
(_eleven twelve thirteen fourteen_).

fingernails tear the flesh of his back  
(_fuck fuck fuck_) and he bites his lip  
to keep from complaining.  
the pain makes it harder to want this  
but they're far too gone.

something is building building building  
much different from before because his motions  
now thrill her and her sighs stir something deeper  
(_yes yes yes yes_) but it's gone in a flash  
when the world explodes  
and he's collapsed.

he pulls away and she smiles  
because she loves him (_kiss me, please kiss me_).  
it'll be different when they're older, he promises.  
because now they're young.  
now they're only children.

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fandrastic


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